Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Today is the worst day I had, I never had this feeling before, I stayed strong, I tried, but my heart is as fragile as bean curd. Remember the day I started to fall on you. It's amazing, I never forget the feeling, never! Remember the day we started to be together? I don't know. I love the way we started, I don't think there is any couple in this world started like us. Remember the moment we hugged each other? Remember the moment we took pictures together? Remember the moment we kissed each other? Remember the moment we talked on the phone? Remember the moment we sang together on the phone? Remember the moment we sat beside each other in front of the locker? Remember the moment we walked together in the school? Remember the moment you hold my hand? All these are becoming memories in my mind.

I will never forget how caring are you, I will never forget the moment we had fun, I will never forget the moment on webcam. Will you? I love you more than anyone else do.

I am sorry if I did anything that hurt you before, sorry for everything.

You know? I made a new friend that's you, slowly, this new friend became a best friend of mine, we talked through the phone everyday, she became my light, slowly, she became my crush, and now, she became my reason of living. This girl, had become everything to me. She had shown me, life was worth fighting for. She had taught me to smile, taught me to be confident. In the end, we feel in love, both of us spent our remaining school years together, after the school ended, the girl was sad. She was afraid of not being able to see me again. I said, we will stay in contact, and see each other as much as possible but the girl had a lot of problems coming out because of her family, I don't mind, as long as I know, I love her, nothing's gonna change my love for her. Somehow, whenever you said 'I Love You' I felt better although we're not meeting each other that often.

The best thing, we have never fight before, none.

Because of some issues, we broke off, Valentine's Day is coming, I am so gonna miss her, I swear, I'll be there for her whenever she need me, I swear, I will never forget her. Tears are all over my face. I think that's enough for me. I do hope she can do great for her SPM this year. It's been a perfect estimated 527 days with her, really appreciate the love she gave me, appreciate everything she did to me, appreciate every support she gave me whenever I feel down. I love you.